bretteubank.com - helping Springfield come alive to the wonder of God's grace

What can I say? I'm a man loved by God, a wife, and two children more than he deserves and more than he can fathom. The joy and freedom that comes from that kind of love continues to help me live gratefully and joyfully as a child of God and follower of Christ. I currently serve as the planting pastor of Grace Hill Community Church in Springfield, MO. We meet for worship on Sunday mornings at 10:30am at Cherokee Middle School in South Springfield. Our desire is to help folks, sinners like us, become captivated and captured by the wonder of God's gospel of grace...that we would see together that God is not interested in good people, but new people.

Some of the books that have been influential in my understanding of the gospel are:

The Prodigal God by Tim Keller
Counterfiet Gods by Tim Keller
Transforming Grace by Jerry Bridges
The Gospel for Real Life by Jerry Bridges
Glittering Images (novel) by Susan Howatch
Desiring God by John Piper

Some of the preachers who have influenced my understanding of gospel-centered preaching are:

Tim Keller of Redeemer Presbyterian Church, New York City
Greg Thompson of Trinity Presbyterian Church, Charlottesville
J.R. Vassar of Apostles Church, New York City
Clay Smith of Central Presbyterian Church, St. Louis
Kevin Twit of Reformed University Fellowship at Belmont U.
Scott Sauls of Redeemer Presbyterian Church, New York City
Brian Habig of Downtown Presbyterian Church, Greenville SC

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Questions from Fight Club Study on Colossians 1

pictures from our Easter Worship Service

                       
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pictures from first worship service with core group at cherokee middle school

Here are a few pictures of our first worship service with our core group at cherokee middle school.  Our transition from the church to the school was pretty seamless thanks to a lot of hard work by a number of people. 



                                         
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Abram's sin is my sin

I was reminded from Genesis 12 this morning of a very true and painful fact about our sin, and that is that our sin has consequences. What's more, the consequences of our sin may not only or always be paid by us but by someone else...someone else who likely doesn't deserve it as seems to be the case here. Genesis 12 begins with God making some stout promises to Abram...promises that seemed unbelievable to him as evidenced by his actions in Egypt. I say that because if Abram really believed God for these promises he would have left his life in God's hand instead of taking his life into his own hands. Because he failed to believe God's truth, he lied about his marital status with Sarai as they entered Egypt and said that she was his sister. He did this because he believed her beauty would lead to his death. Instead, as his sister her beauty led her to the house of Pharaoh where she joined his harem. Instead of Abram losing his life, he amassed a great fortune in animals and silver and gold as Sarai's brother. But it was all a sham and God would have nothing to do with it and visited their sin with great plagues. However, the plagues didn't come to Abram and Sarai, they came to Pharaoh's household. Without going into the "fairness" of this, let me point out that often the consequences of our sin are paid by someone else. When I speak harshly to Denise or exasperate Jackson, who pays the consequences for my sin? They do! As I think about the awful truth of this reality, I am reminded of one who paid the ultimate consequence of not only my sin but the sins of mankind throughout all time. Jesus didn't deserve to face our consequences, but he did so willingly that we might be the recipients of God's great love and affection and not his judgment and wrath. Lord, help me to believe in your gospel promises. Don't let me take them for granted and the cost that you and Jesus incurred in offering them to me.

not the way it's supposed to be

So I was working on my sermon late this afternoon and had about three or four more paragraphs to write when Jackson innocently (I still don't know how) rebooted my computer. Unfortunately, I had not recently saved my sermon so I lost about 2 pages of my sermon but they represented the bulk of the work I had done today. Today is Saturday, tomorrow is Sunday. At first I wasn't upset because I thought Pages (IWork) autosaved documents until I realized that they don't. It didn't take long to get mad, but mad at who or what? Mad at Jackson? He didn't mean to nor did he even know what he had done. Mad at myself for not saving more often? Yes! Mad at IWork for not including an autosave function? Yes! Mad at God for allowing Jackson to reset my computer. Yeah. After all, I was working on a sermon and not some menial or even secular thing. How could he let that happen? Why didn't he stop Jackson from rebooting my computer and losing part of my sermon? But I think the thing that I am maddest about is the reality that we live in a world that does not function the way it's supposed to. A pastor losing part of his sermon on Saturday evening is not supposed to happen. It is a violation of the shalom that God created the world to experience. It makes me hunger and thirst for the future righteousness of God that will reign and rule in my heart and the world, which is ironic because that's what my sermon is about.

worship begins tomorrow night @ Prince of Peace Lutheran at 5:30

I happened to be driving by there today and what did my eyes spy but POP's marquis announcing our presence there...very cool!

Jackson's Two-Year Birthday Party

           
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Jackson's first snow

         
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Discerning our "will" and God's "will"

"I will be there." 
"I will be praying for you"
"I will love you forever"
"I will not let you down."

Have you ever made one of the above statements, or ones like them, only to fail to do what you said you would do?  I confess that I have done that more times than I'd like to admit.  Perhaps our intentions were well-meaning and something legitimate came up, or maybe you just forgot, or worse yet, maybe you had no intention of doing what you said you would do but you wanted to save face.  After all we are finite, in that our knowledge of things is limited, which is why we are instructed in James when we make plans/promises to say, "Lord willing," because he may other plans for us.  But we're not just finite, we're also sinful, which means our desires are corrupted so that we may agree to do something because we are more interested in getting people to like us than being honest.

Whatever the reason for the breach of our promise, the aftermath of being on the short end of a person's broken "will" still hurts.  As a church planter trying to grow a church, I often feel let down when I meet a new person who seems interested in our church and says they will come next week, but they don't show up.  If it happens enough, I might even become desensitized to such promises of the "will" or worse, become cynical, whether I am justified or not.

This leads me to ask the question, "Is God like that?"  Our initial response is, "Of course God isn't like that," but I think each of us has a threshold where that belief remains intact until it is tested by a disturbing circumstance that leaves us wondering the validity and timing of God's promises.  Certainly the psalmists wondered such things and you probably have as well.  What they found and what we need to find is that God's "will" is sure and certain.  I love what the writer of Hebrews said in Hebrews 6:17-20:

So when God desired to show more convincingly to the heirs of the promise the unchangeable character of his purpose, he guaranteed it with an oath, so that by two unchangeable things, in which it is impossible for God to lie, we who have fled for refuge might have strong encouragement to hold fast to the hope set before us.  We have this as a sure and steadfast anchor of the soul, a hope that enters into the inner place behind the curtain, where Jesus has gone as a forerunner on our behalf, having become a high priest forever after the order of Melchizedek.

Did you see what he said? "It is impossible for God to lie."  In other words, it is impossible for God to say that he will do something and not do it.  Moses says it best in Numbers 23:19, "God is not man, that he should lie, or a son of man, that he should change his mind.  Has he said, and will he not do it?  Or has he spoken, and will he not fulfill it?"  My prayer for myself in 2010 is that I would believe the gospel promises of God more and more and that when I am confronted with making promises to others that I would remember the power to offer my "will" comes from God's "will" through his gospel promises. 

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