bretteubank.com - helping Springfield come alive to the wonder of God's grace

What can I say? I'm a man loved by God, a wife, and two children more than he deserves and more than he can fathom. The joy and freedom that comes from that kind of love continues to help me live gratefully and joyfully as a child of God and follower of Christ. I currently serve as the planting pastor of Grace Hill Community Church in Springfield, MO. We meet for worship on Sunday mornings at 10:30am at Cherokee Middle School in South Springfield. Our desire is to help folks, sinners like us, become captivated and captured by the wonder of God's gospel of grace...that we would see together that God is not interested in good people, but new people.

Some of the books that have been influential in my understanding of the gospel are:

The Prodigal God by Tim Keller
Counterfiet Gods by Tim Keller
Transforming Grace by Jerry Bridges
The Gospel for Real Life by Jerry Bridges
Glittering Images (novel) by Susan Howatch
Desiring God by John Piper

Some of the preachers who have influenced my understanding of gospel-centered preaching are:

Tim Keller of Redeemer Presbyterian Church, New York City
Greg Thompson of Trinity Presbyterian Church, Charlottesville
J.R. Vassar of Apostles Church, New York City
Clay Smith of Central Presbyterian Church, St. Louis
Kevin Twit of Reformed University Fellowship at Belmont U.
Scott Sauls of Redeemer Presbyterian Church, New York City
Brian Habig of Downtown Presbyterian Church, Greenville SC

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of what country?

I received great encouragement from the first couple of verses from chapter 3 of John's first epistle in which he writes, "How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God!  And that is what we are!..Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has not yet been made known.  But we know that when he appears, we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is." (NIV)  John Stott points to John's amazement of our adoption as God's children by his use of the Greek word potapen, which the NIV renders "how great" in the beginning of verse 1.  Stott writes:
The expression how great translates potapen which meant originally 'of what country'.  It is as if the Father's love is so unearthly, so foreign to this world, that John wonders from what country it may come.  The word 'always implies astonishment'.  This love God has not only 'shown' us, but actually lavished on us.
May you and I grow in our astonishment and wonder of God's grace which flows down upon us wholly and completely in Christ.

living a gospel-centered life

I recently came across a new study published by World Harvest Mission (Sonship folks) entitled, The Gospel-Centered Life.  It is a nine-week small group study that answers the following questions, "What is the Gospel?" "What does the gospel do in us?"  "How does the gospel work through us?"  The authors do a superb job of answering these questions in a profound, yet concise, manner. Fans of the Sonship or Gospel Transformation will recognize similar themes and chapters in this study.  One of the things I appreciate about this study is that there is no prep work on the part of the participants.  The study, which generally take an hour to complete, are usually divided up into 4 areas: Bible conversation (studying a passage of Scripture to support the theme), Read and discuss and article about the theme, and apply the theme through an exercise.  I heartily recommend this study for both Christians (old and new) and non-Christians as a marvelous tool to help them come alive to the wonder, transformative power, and beauty of the gospel.

counterfeit gods

Today marks the release of Tim Keller's new book, Counterfeit Gods, where he exposes the error of making good things “ultimate”...and shows readers a new path toward a hope that lasts. In light of that, I thought it particularly interesting that I came across Psalm 115 because of its treatment of idolatry.  I was particularly taken by the imagery the psalmist uses to describe the lifelessness of idols and the life that those who make idols and those who worship them try to give to them.  The context of this imagery, which is found in verses 4-8, is giving God the glory he alone deserves because of His sovereign power and abiding love.  Yet instead of giving God the glory he so richly deserves, we steal it and give it to things that are far less deserving and satisfying.  The psalmist wants us to see the absurdity of such a practice and he does it quite convincingly.  He writes:

Their idols are silver and gold, the work of human hands.
They have mouths, but do not speak; eyes, but do not see.
They have ears, but do not hear; noses, but do not smell.
They have hands, but do not feel; feet, but do not walk; and they do not make a sound in their throat.
Those who make them become like them; so do all who trust in them.

I have to say that when I first read these verses, I immediately thought of the Geico television commercial in which they "personify" a stack of money to represent the money that could have been saved by switching to Geico for car insurance.  Aside from the commercial being a bit goofy, I find it ironic that they have "personified" what has historically been one of man's chief idols.  Like the Psalmist description, "It has a mouth but does not speak and eyes but do not see."  Because our hearts are perpetual idol factories, there is a constant need for us to examine what we are giving our hearts to.  What thing or person are we making more ultimate than God?  What are we trusting in to make us feel fulfilled?  What's that one thing that if you had it would make your life complete?  What is it that causes you to come alive inside?  I find these questions difficult to ask because I know my heart is full of idols and is therefore dulled and divided.  The danger of our idolatry is found in verse 8, those who make them become like them; so do all who trust in them.  What is the remedy for our idolatry.  It can only be the gospel of God's grace.  Only when we begin to embrace and believe in the unmerited, undeserved, costly, extravagant, steadfast love of God can we really become alive.  Let us continually proclaim that to ourselves and one another.  

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lost in prayer?

lostandfound

I was reading through chapter 4 of Tim Keller's book, The Prodigal God, this morning and was struck by his description and illustration of an elder brother's prayer life in light of a lack of assurance of the love and acceptance of his father.  He writes:

Though elder brothers may be diligent in prayer, there is no wonder, awe, intimacy, or delight in their conversations with God.  Think of three kinds of people--a business associate you don't really like, a friend you enjoy doing things with, and someone you are in love with, and who is in love with you. Your conversations with the business associate will be quite goal oriented.  You won't be interested in chitchat.  With your friend you may open your heart about some of the problems you are having.  But with your lover you will sense a strong impulse to speak about what  is beautiful about him or her.  These three kinds of discourse are analogous to forms of prayer that have been called "petition," "confession," and "adoration."  The deeper the love relationship, the more the conversation heads towards the personal, and toward affirmation and praise.  Elder brothers may be disciplined in observing regular times of prayer, but their prayers are almost wholly taken up with a recitation of needs and petitions, not spontaneous, joyful praise.

The elder brother seems lost to the heart of prayer, which is aimed not at asking God to give to us but in us giving ourselves to God...being "lost" in the power, beauty, wisdom and love of God.  I wish that I could say that my prayer life always looks like that, but I find that it bears a striking resemblance to the elder brother-type, using prayer as a means to have my needs met.  It seems quite one-sided and doesn't do anything for deepening my love for God.  If anything, it depersonalizes our relationship and I can only hope that Jackson and Anna Sloan don't treat me that way as their father.  

now you see me...now you don't

I don't know anyone who doesn't want people to like them and accept them.  Oh some may say that that's not important, but their actions generally tell a different story.  If my goal is for people to like me then I generally will present the best possible version of myself to them so that they will find something to like about me.  I will try and say all the right things and have all the right views so that I will be accepted.  Of course, the underlying belief here is that if people knew the real me, they wouldn't give me the time of day.  They would shun me and I would be alone.  All too often, this mindset shows up in our particular version of Christianity.  We try and hide our sin, our fears and struggles or at the very least downplay them, so that we will look good in front of other people.  In so doing, we are denying the work and reality of the gospel in our life and deceiving people into thinking that Christianity is about being good, when really it's about the gospel making us new!  I was reminded of this temptation as I read the following quote from John Stott in his book, Authentic Christianity.  He writes:

Close contact with people involves an uncomfortable exposure of ourselves to them. It is much easier, in both fellowship and witness, to keep our distance. We are more likely to win the admiration of other people if we do. It is only at close quarters that idols are seen to have feet of clay. Are we willing to let people come close enough to us to find our what we are really like and to know us as we really are? True witness, born of friendship, requires a great degree of holiness in us as well as love. The nearer we get to people the harder it is to speak for Christ. Is not this the reason why the hardest people of all to whom to witness are members of our own family? They know us too well. 
Oh that I might repent and believe in the reality of the gospel for my life.  Oh that I might be honest about my sin before God and before others so that they can see how great a savior God is.  Deliver me from goodness and make me new!

king me

The game of checkers is a brilliant game both in its simplicity and its strategy. Move as many of your checkers diagonally from one side of the board to the other without getting "jumped." The game is won when one player "jumps" over all his opponent's checkers. My favorite part of the game is when I advance my checker to the other side, my opponent has to "king me" by placing one of my previously jumped checker on top of that one (like a crown). Once your checker becomes "kinged", you are pretty much invincible as the king checker can move freely in any direction. Oh to be kinged!

But this sentiment isn't just limited to checkers. In fact this is often the prevailing mindset in my life. I want to be "kinged." I want to be able to move freely in any direction I please, even if that direction causes me harm. The Bible summarizes that very idea in an especially dark time in Israel's history during the period of the judges. The writer declares in Judges 21:25, "in those days there was no king in Israel. Everyone did what was right in his own eyes." This is a doubly ironic statement, because God had always been their King, but because of their open rebellion against God, they had rejected him as king and in essence set themselves up as their own monarchy. This is captured in the idea that, "everyone did what was right in his own eyes." Each person was their own little kingdom in which they ruled and reigned as they saw fit. "Right" was defined my might and delight. If something feet good or made you happy, then there is nothing to keep you from experiencing it. God's message to the people then as much as it is to me now is to repent of my rebellion and trust in God as my King. We see that in Jesus' simple and strategic words in Mark 1:15 when he declared that "the time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel."

Like my pregnant wife who is due to deliver any day now, Jesus was saying that the time of God's redemptive history was now "nine months pregnant" and ready to deliver the seed that had been planted long ago in Genesis 3. The kingdom of God that Jesus came to inaugurate was aimed at nothing short than overthrowing our own individual kingdoms and bring us into the safety and love of his own kingdom. Yet, unlike earthly kingdoms, God overthrows our heart not by force but by the fullness of his love for us in Christ Jesus. As we see his great love, we repent of our self-love and our desire to be our own king and we believe and trust in his goodness and grace. He calls us to "king him" and to the degree we do so, the more joy and delight we will experience in him.

bronchitis and other things I inherited from parents

You'll have to pardon me while I cough my way through this entry, but I couldn't pass up the opportunity to reminisce about the things we inherit from our families. As the recipient of the germ that causes acute bronchitis (thank you WebMD for that diagnosis) I have been sloughing my way through this week in a fog that rivals San Francisco Bay. While I'm grateful that I don't have the discomfort that comes with a sinus infection, which is my normal disease of choice this time of the year, I'm not exactly thrilled to be hacking up everything but my lung, although that may come later. Judging from the other patrons in the Mudhouse Coffeehouse here in downtown Springfield, it sounds like I'm not alone in sharing some kind of illness as faint coughs and sneezes echo through the long narrow building, which by the way is very cool-the building, not the sneezes and coughs.

I'm also not alone in getting the dreaded disease bronchitis as my mother is an annual victim of it's gut/chest/whole body wrenching effect. In fact, I've begun to wonder if I've inherited her disposition towards bronchitis? Somehow in the passing on of her DNA to me, I got the gene that makes me susceptible to the bronchitis bug. Now I don't really believe that she did that, though I don't any proof to back it up one way or another because I tuned out of my 9th grade Life Sciences class where we likely we went over stuff like that. However, I do know that in getting our parent's DNA we do inherit things like hair color, eye color, personality, aptitudes and maybe a few other notable things. Most of the stuff my parents passed on to me I'm really happy about and some of the stuff that they didn't pass on to me I'm even more happy about - strong stomach being one of them (I have a 15 year vomit-free streak going right now!!). Of course there are some things that my parents passed on to me that I'd just as soon they not have, and try as I might, I can't undo those things. They are a part of who I am. This is true of all of us, but I'm speaking now on a more cosmic level here as my parents passed on to me something dreadful and unavoidable - the sinful nature they inherited from their parents, which they got from their parents, and so on all the way back to Adam and Eve, who were our first parents. It is the inescapable and intractable desire and bent towards being our own God, which they exercised in the paradise they were born into...the Garden of Eden. How miserable we all are because of their one act of disobedience in that Garden...relationships broken and severed, work that is more burdensome than joyful, illnesses that end in death...all of these things and more are true because of the sin we inherited from our first parents and now perpetuate on a daily basis. How sad! How tragic! How hopeless! ... Well, not quite.

God as gracious judge, made a cosmic promise to Adam and Eve that one of their offspring would do what they were unable to do, namely defeating once and for all the presence, power, and penalty of sin in their lives and the lives of their offspring who would place their hope and trust in Him. Of course there was a cost associated with this provision...a cost greater than any of us could fathom or stomach. For God to fulfill his promise to Adam and Eve and to us, it required the death of His Son. What love! What mercy! What grace! But God didn't let Jesus stay dead...He raised Him - and not because he loved him - but because the promise to us wasn't just about doing away with sin and our guilt but doing away with death and our shame...forever. The gospel of God's grace is the gift of real life...a life in which we flourish in every possible way...a life in which we perfectly delight in God. May God continue to stir up our wonder as we know the reality of God's grace in Christ more and more!